Oh, it's like saying that you want to be a boxer, but like after you get really good at boxing, you'll never have to take a punch again.
It's like, no, the sport, that's the sport, that's the game we're playing.
All right, this is Michael Seibel with Dalton Caldwell.
And today we're going to talk about dealing with setbacks.
Needless to say, in both of our startups, we experienced a wide variety of setbacks.
And I think working with so many startups over the last 10 years,
What's probably become most obvious to us is how I don't think I've ever seen founders who don't get hit with a lot of punches.
Like dodging the punches, impossible.
Like even, I'll freeze another way.
You might dodge some of the punches, but some of the punches are gonna land.
So this is gonna be a bit of a talk about what types of punches land and what you might have to deal with if you're in this game for a long time.
What do you think, Dalton?
Did y'all have a couple punches land over the years?
I mean, that was that was my experience as a founder was taking punches constantly.
And I think what comes up in office hours with me a lot, man, is I think people want to talk to me about
one specific thing and asking for advice about that thing.
And I'm happy to do it, but a lot of what I wanna encourage them to think about is the meta thing, which is that the thing will keep happening over and over again.
And so developing a set of skills of identifying a situation of like, oh, this is one of these where like something bad happened and approaching it as part of like the sun rises, the sun sets,
This is as much a part of being a startup founder as literally anything else versus thinking you're never going to have them or that each setback is different.
They just come, just like every sunrise comes, right?
So let's jump into the first area that produces setbacks.
Investors in fundraising, the classic
I went in fundraise with this expectation.
I came out with a bloody nose and a black eye.
I thought, I thought they liked me.
I thought they were my friends.
I thought everyone else is raising, you know, everyone else is this.
Oh, I, I got all the right intros.
I know they're interested in my thing.
Like it's, it's some version of I,
Believed with good reason X was going to happen X did not happen WTF like like how dare they are the universe like you end up like going kind of nuts on feeling wronged by a person or us or a system or Whatever you want to call it like someone did you wrong, right?
What I think the scary thing about fundraising is that one fundraising process can produce so many of these experiences.
And you know, I remember personally, the first full partnership meeting, like we were raising a round like from a real investor and I had my first full partnership meeting.
And I remember thinking like, this is it.
Like this is, you know, this is destiny.
Like this is going to happen like,
You know, it's taken me so many meetings to get here.
And I remember in front of everyone, one of the VCs in the meeting, eviscerated me for 45 minutes and everyone else was quiet.
And the person who like invited me to the meeting was quiet.
And I just watched that person very logically take apart my entire startup, almost in a way that I would have had our roles been reversed.
It was like, it's like, well, they were, they were probably right, right?
No, no, it was, they weren't wrong, right?
But like, you know, in some way they were right.
In other ways, I think we were right.
I mean, our company did well in the end, but you could take apart any startup logically at that stage, like where there's no defense.
And I just remember leaving that meeting being like, Oh shit, like,
I can't imagine how I felt an hour ago compared to how I feel now.
Literally, those seem like two different years of my life.
We see this at YC where statistically, most folks don't get into YC.
And you see the way folks react to it in very different ways.
When we deal with it in the context of YC founders, the best people who don't get in
realize this isn't a one-shot game.
They make progress to their company.
Like, you know, we send the reject email to every company and like the best people will be like, you know, you're making good points.
We're gonna, we're gonna improve on those things and we'll, we'll apply again.
And I think that like they realize that that's, that's a plus what like you, like you, you've earned some respect in that moment.
Like put another way, there's an opportunity to get an advantage even when you feel like you just failed.
Whereas almost the worst founders feel like, oh, now the game is off.
If I curse, it won't be counted because the time is over, right?
Nothing's counted after the clock runs to zero and it's like, the game's not off.
What are you talking about?
And we see this all the time with series A's where, man, I talk about this so much.
No one puts out a press release when they fail to raise an A. So what's going on is most A's fail.
but no one ever tells anyone, but everyone tells everybody when it succeeds.
And so it creates this warped reality that everyone thinks everyone is raising A's, and everyone has an easy time.
Everyone but me is raising a series A. Everyone but me is having an easy time.
And it's like, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah.
I think it's just the virtue by which this information is shared.
And so people have this warped view of reality
that causes everyone to think that they are personally, you know, everything bad has happened to them and to no one else.
Well, and this touches on the next subject, which is co-founders.
Because, you know, this is something that I definitely experienced, you know, my co-founders are reading TechCrunch, watching idiots raise tens of millions of dollars every day, and then looking at me as the fundraiser being like,
Hey, Mike, like, what's going on?
Like, there's a couple of idiots with no products just raised 10 million from, you know, Dotted Off Famous Fund.
Why is our series A taking this long?
And, man, co-founder fights suck.
You know, co-founder disputes, they are the, in some ways I think it rocks you to your core more than
Investor issues because like that's your home like when your home feels broken Well, it feels bad and why see we encourage people to do startups with their friends And I think that a lot of people think about that and they say well That seems so risky like if my startup doesn't work won't my friendship break?
And we always talk about the other side of that, where it's like, if you don't have a strong relationship with this person, when things go bad, it's guaranteed to break.
At least if you have a friendship, there's a fighting chance.
Every co-founder relationship is always tested, right?
And so you wanna have enough connective tissue that you can survive the inevitable friction.
And to think that there will never be friction, that's not, again, not realistic.
And so you actually wanna have enough of a relationship so when the inevitable friction happens,
there's still a relationship and it's not just like, boom.
So the other thing that comes up a lot is this concept of the magical deal.
And I always love the magical deal because like the magical deal can punch you in the face when it doesn't happen.
And the magical deal can punch you in the face when it does happen.
Cause it turns out it's not as magical as you thought is our first six figure advertising contract with Microsoft.
which we were like, oh man, this is it.
This breaks open our entry into the monetization game, which required us to redesign our entire site.
go to LA and produce a live television show, lose way more than $100,000 of money.
The show wasn't very good and complete waste of time and effort, like literally like three months of our lives, like down the drain.
And if you think about the burn we had during that period of time, like let alone we didn't make money on the advertising, like the burn in the wasted opportunity.
And to me, it's like, wow, but at the moment, we were like, these are the deals that will save the company.
Like this is the most important thing happening.
The founder is like, this is the magical, here's the potion.
This is what's gonna fix it.
Yeah, I think it's that you reduce your entire startup to you just need one thing to happen, and then you're on easy street.
I always picture, you know, at the end of the movie, when they roll credits, you know, like something happens, and then like the music plays, and they, you know, roll credits, like we won.
Like I think people think that's how life actually is.
And they're like, yeah, well, once I get this deal, you know, roll credits.
And what's funny, working with a lot of startups and when I was a founder is sometimes you get the deal and the credits don't roll.
You're like, oh, now what?
Where's the music coming from?
I thought the movie was over.
And then you're like, shit, I guess, I guess we actually have to like run a startup still.
Like, are we, we won, right?
We have to, we have to break this news to people all the time.
They get into YC that like it's still hard.
I love that too, because I think founders
have this thought in their head that that moment is gonna be in the first two and a half years.
The play the credit's off, it's all inevitable from here, will be in the first two and a half years.
And we talked to so many alums who are like 8 to 10 years to their ridiculously successful companies.
And it's still the same problem.
These people have a hard time.
They have constant setbacks.
It's like saying like, I don't know, it's like saying that you want to be a boxer, but like after you get really good at boxing, you'll never have to take a punch again.
It's like, no, the sport, that's the sport, that's the game we're playing.
If you want to reach that, like retire, stop.
If you don't want to take punches, stop playing this game.
You had some thoughts on when a launch goes bad.
Yeah, I mean, I think a lot of folks,
think that launches will be like the movie.
Again, I think we can't help but be influenced by television and movie and books.
Actual an actual realistic movie that showed a startup would just be like people sitting at their keyboard typing all day not talking probably would be like lots of that Punctuated by pretty boring conversations, but that's not that's not good in a movie and so so anyway I think this translates to how people think all a launch will go where they think they're gonna launch and everyone's gonna care and like
things will happen to them and like, you know, like they have a movie in their head of all these like amazing things happening and all these users saying, you know, and the reason it's really good to launch fast is to get that shit out of your head as fast as you can.
And realize you put it out and no one cares.
Whatever you thought like you this movie that you had is not realistic.
And what actually happens is like, no one cares.
And sometimes they care a little and sometimes they care
but in a bad way, and they're like, you're bad, and this idea is bad.
And you're like, but I launched, and everyone's like, this is bad, and you should feel bad.
And you're like, this isn't the movie.
I was promised a movie here.
I love that, because it's like two levels worse than you can imagine.
Worse is everyone hates you.
People in hacker news are like, you should be ashamed of yourself.
and you're bad and all of your ideas are bad and.
I could have built this in three days.
Startups are dumb and you're wasting your time.
You know, it's like, it's not great.
And so again, the good thing about launching is just get you flush this out of your system.
You're like, yeah, okay, cool.
This isn't like the movie.
And here in real life you put out a launch and most people don't care most of the time.
And you just have to keep launching over and over and over again.
And like that's the work.
Well, the movie analogy is so perfect because when you think about the launches that most people experience, I think one of the most famous types of launch that you would see in the world is a movie launch, right?
That gives you the exact opposite of impression of how a startup is, right?
It's like a whole bunch of press, whole bunch of hoopla, a whole bunch of people watching that movie quickly and then it fading to nothing over the course of like a month or two.
Whereas a startup is the exact opposite of that.
It's like a whole bunch of nobody gives a shit for a really long time and then some point 10 years from now everyone really cares.
but I don't know that people experience those.
Can you imagine actual time lapse of the Facebook story?
Like if there was a camera mounted on Mark Zuckerberg's head for like the first 10 years, what that would actually be versus what people think it was from watching the freaking movie?
Like, yeah, like it was a lot of someone sitting at a keyboard writing code
And like staring at graphs a lot and it wasn't that interesting like it was not entertaining not entertaining well and especially in the early days where it was exciting to move to another school like getting another population of 5000 users was like.
Excite was a big moment inside of the company.
Well, and again, if the actual movie would be them sitting at their desk in the house, being like typing some stuff into a terminal, being like, okay, we just launched a new school.
You know what I'm saying?
There's no backing track.
They're just kind of sitting there staring at a screen and be like, okay.
Oh wait, something just broke.
And so I think movies hurt us here.
I guess they're good because they inspire us.
But I think movies mess people up a lot of what they think normal is.
Well, the other thing that I think movies screw up is, is legal.
So I remember getting our first angry letter and like during my startup career, I went from angry letter from law firm, getting sued by the company owned by the prime minister of Italy, getting sued by the UFC, getting
very aggressively invited to testify in front of Congress about sports piracy issues.
Like it was like that first letter I thought was a disaster and if only it described all the other shit that was gonna happen.
Like I might have just quit.
Like I might just shut this down.
And like I remember having this conversation with YC founders now because it'll always be like oh god we got sued and I'm just like
And like, welcome to running a business.
Like you got sued, like check that box off.
It just comes with the territory.
Like there's no way to avoid it.
Like there's not a universe where you could do big things and not have these setbacks where folks will tell you you're over, folks will tell you, you know, you're bad and you should feel bad.
Well, those are the two, maybe those are the two kind of,
I think that the two silver linings, like one, everyone you respect out there who's doing great things is dealing with all this stuff.
And so that should make you feel good.
Like every single person you respect who's done something hard, start with all this crap and 10x more.
So you're not getting some bad hand.
Like everyone gets this hand.
This is the thing is that you're going to every day have to deal with things that feel like setbacks.
Well, and you can get, I think that's the second silver lining here is you can get good at this, right?
Like you can get good at dealing with these setbacks.
You can actually get better over time.
You can learn how to take a punch.
You can't control whether or not you're gonna have setbacks.
You have to like let it wash over you, but you can completely control your reaction.
Like what happens in your brain after a setback happens is within your control.
And so you want to have acceptance.
Yeah, some bad stuff is going to happen and I can't fix it.
But man, you have a lot of choices in how you deal with setbacks and it could be anger, it could be fear, it could be bartering, it could be denial.
But this is something that you can practice and good at.
And the folks that are great at whatever the thing is, again, like whether it's athletes or whether it's people putting out music or making movies, like how do they, like you can get better at dealing with like criticism or people not caring.
And like you can just do that.
Like no, there's no structural reason you can't have a better or more productive reaction to the setback, right?
One, this is the only thing that I would add to that is that
Like in so many things in startups, the punch in the face is the moment where you can still win points.
How you react influences how your co-founders react, how your employees react influences how they will react when bad things happen to them.
And so like the victory you can rescue out of the jaws of defeat for any of these setbacks is reacting in the way
that you'd want everyone else around you to act, react.
And like in some fun ways, it's like if people see you taking punches well, they'll learn how to take punches well.
And one day you're gonna have a large organization and you're not gonna be there to cover everyone.
And they will have learned from you.
They'll learn the good from you or the bad from you.
But they will learn from you.
And I think that's what's fun.
You know, sometimes this kind of stuff happens at YC and it's, I actually like,
Like, I love when people are freaking out and I'm like, oh, it's going to be fine.
Because it's like, it turns out freaking out doesn't help anyone.
And it turns out if someone in the room is like, ah, it's going to be fine.
Everyone like pauses for moments like, well, fuck, maybe it will be fine.
To be really tactical, what I, what I tell people to do is you do an inventory and you're like, okay, are we running out of money?
Do we still have a product?
Well, could things have been worse?
You kind of just do an inventory where you check in, you go, reboot the whole machine.
And you're like, well, how bad is this?
Because sometimes it is really bad.
I'm not going to lie to you.
But a lot of the times you do this inventory and you're like, OK, well, we have three years of runway and we can do that.
And that inventory, I like to call that the worst case analysis.
I actually like to like, OK, this bad thing happens.
What are the five things we're most afraid of now?
And when we say them out loud, did they just sound less scary?
Because they didn't happen.
It's like, oh, all of our customers are going to leave.
Has anyone even emailed you, saying they want to leave?
Learn how to get better at this, because this is the game.
Learn how to take a punch.
Learn how to get good at doing hard things.
That's the message, yeah.
And it's weird because it's a superpower, right?
Like in some weird way, the coolest thing about a startup is that like if you, even if the company fails, you can get this superpower.
Like you, this is a great person to have in your family.
This is a great person to have in your friend.
Like someone that's a rock, someone that will listen.
Like, oh, something's bad.
Like let me assess the situation.
All right, hey, I could see why this is a setback, but seems like everything else is going OK.
So that's a valuable person to have around.
Well, to wrap this up, bad things are going to happen.
Your reaction is completely under your control.
Use it as an opportunity to get better at taking punches and be the example for the people around you.
By up-leveling yourself, you can up-level your team, too.